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UPdate

Haven't been on here in a while...Things sorta took of on its own course..now I'm back, finally got time to holla at y'all, Still on the grind, trying to find new avenues and better connections to keep my music alive, it will ALWAYS be alive in me, but i want it to be alive to the world. sitting here, wishing i could do zoo much more... for my family as well as myself, its hard to stay strong when you're fighting to be somebody and having to deal with everyday life. i try to zone out, but it doesn't help. its a fact ill NEVER give up.. even tho sometimes i think to myself, why do you just stick to a 9 to 5, and call it a LIFE...but something inside me tells me i can do this..all i need is a "right place, right time scenario. Stressed as ever nowadays, with my back against the wall..still i RISE! PEACE

Trust Issues - Desert Eagle & Yung Harvey ft. Drake & The Weekend. [Remix]

Rick Ross - Mafia Music by EAGLE

Prevail

Like a Benzo ft Twerk Team

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Grindin

Thank you

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new view

this new setting rocks! peace

real ish

the lyfe 1

mo money

MRG

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Money

Bettabeready

Feed the drought

video shoot sept 23rd!

my BIO

Desert Eagle. The name comes from how he is Desert hot on the rhyming and eagle fly with everything else. He rhymes, produces, engineers, plays multiple instruments and also video/graphic edit. this multitalented individual is most definitely going to the top. Desert eagle is Chicago Heights born and Harvey raised. Growing up he always had a thing for music, infact he began playing instruments at the age of 10. Instruments such as the piano. the bass gutiar, clarinet, and eventually at age 11 he began making beats on a small beat machine and recording raps on a four track recorder. At a later age he met up with fellow group members, John Doe, Trigg, and Sin, they instantly began going harder with the music with help from mentor/brother G-Dope. Eagle has been around the globe and back networking with fellow indie artists of all genras. Eagle is sort of a mixed type of artist. He gives you the real, one hundred percent. He raps about whats really good in the hood, not none of that "now and later rap" like the big homey Jay Z says. Some say what he speaks about moves people and thats his goal, not to just give you something to listen to, but something to feel. This man is so versatile it's amazing. He feels that you can only reach greatness if you suffer more, and all that he's been through he's too ready for the world to hear him out. He not only wants your ears, he wants your hearts.DESERT EAGLE is almost there so look out udig???

Love

Man I swear love i such a strong thing, thats y u gotta be careful who you give yours to. peace

the life

slumz

Keep ya mouf shut

WHEN I FALL

Life is a dance 4 u 2 dance

Life is every where
Life
Life is a challenge
Life is a gift

Life is a chance

Life is a tragedy
Life is lonely
Life is pain

Life is full of frustration
Life is a mystery
Life is love
Life is made of hurt

Life is not a bed of roses
Life is a dance for you to dance
Life is every state of mind
What is life?

Life is a puzzle, solve it
Life is full of unexpected
Life is unexplainable

Life.

Maria Luisa Taylor...

letting go of bs

I just now came to the conclusion that bs CAN be deflected without any after effects..cuz when youre done, youre done..no anger, no sadness, nothing..just moving forward...peace

Only I, Can Save Myself

+17

I am walking through the forest,
The very lonely forest, all by myself,
No one to speak to, no one to touch,
I’m all alone feeling sad and betrayed.

I am walking past the dark, drowning shadows,
To the flowing river to face my death,
No one to speak to, no one to save me,
I’m all alone as I set forth to face my doom.

I take a breath of fresh air,
And enter a place so foreign to me,
No one to speak to, no one to fall on,
I’m all alone in a place I must call home.

The further I go, the clearer it becomes,
And the less I ache,
No one to speak to but myself,
That’s when I realized, ONLY I CAN SAVE MYSELF.

This poem was written/submitted by NatsVille.

Let go

xoxo

xoxoxoxoxoxox

thinking

just got finished writing one of my best friends in jail, It feels so bad when i do that, I cant stand when my guys get locked up. It's like i lose a part of me, especially those that are in this music grind with me. This is yet another reason i go so hard. I want to thank you all for tuning in. peace

Giving Your Best

Giving Your Best

by Author Unknown

It's the hand we clasp with an honest grasp

That gives a hearty thrill;

It's the good we pour into others' lives

That comes back our own to fill.

It's the dregs we drain from another's cup

That makes our own seem sweet;

And the hours we give to another's need

That makes our life complete.

It's the burdens we help another bear

That makes our own seem light.

It's the anger seen for another's feet

That shows us the path to right.

It's the good we do each passing day,

With a heart sincere and true;

In giving the world your very best

What Defines Success? By Alisha Ricks

What Defines Success

What is the journey to success? Success is not gained by defeat Success does not occur over night Success can emerge at any age Success is working to full potential Success is courage Success is lending a hand Success is not listening to negativity Success is being positive Success is living your life instead of the life of others Success is being proud Success is overcoming obstacles Success is striving Success is listening to your heart Most of all success is accepting What you have accomplished

TEAM DESERT EAGLE

Yo!!!! havent been on in a while, been grinding trying as hard as i can to get out the hood! lbs I got a MOVEMENT forming now!!! whoop!!!! @TeemDesertEagle on TWITTER and @EaglesAngelz also!!! free downloads of all my music BLASTING the TL on TWITTER!!! get with me!!! u riding? peace

hard wrk pays off

Ive been hearing that hard work pays off...well how much hard wrk is there 2 do? things r gettin easier day by day!and where's the competition? besides some guys i know..who's out there actually hot? u tell me. peace

Salute

Good day

Talked with an important person in my life after a while yesterday, I'm happy.  I'm not complete with out ALL of my ppl in my circle with me, not literally. any way it was like a breath of fresh air! :) More hits coming soon.. I do em every day! they cant keep up! peace!

Till I collapse - Eminem by EAGLE

more work

just got finished lacing another joint, man how i love doing this!it's getting easier and easier! i know i havent been telling whats been good besides the music but i'm handling some things right now, and the move is still on. dont wanna say too much right now ], so with that said,,,peace!

Dance 2 dough ft 3stakkz

feelin great!

got in touch with a famous person..from overseas, i remixed her song and she liked it! if thats all i get IM SATISFIED!! peace

haters

Still out here, still on the grind, while things get better ppl hate more. smh guess thats how life is, I been learned that life isn't fair but damn...lol I'm still here so that means I still got a chance to make it...Big up!!!!!...2 ALL MY HATAZ! #JOSHUACRAZII BITCHEZ!

NEW MUSIC 2011-Doin MY cool

NEW BIZZY BONE-ft EAGLE 2011

new joint!!!!!!!!!

Update

havent been on in a while..me, everythings cool, still getting myself ready for this move and certain changes in my life. Loving my kids to death and making good music!!!!!...btw new on dropping today!!! peace

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Lil Wayne & Rick Ross Ft EAGLE

New Joint

I love progress. I continue to make better songs as i steadily record. its getting easier and easier. with all the positive feedback ive gotten all of my life further confirms that music is what im supposed to do. I gotta keep pushing tho, hustle harder, i thank god for the new opportunities bestowed upon me. Nothing but smiles over here at this point! peace.

relocating

Looks like I may be relocating out of state soon, gotta say good bye to the past and friends, i dont know if im ready, but i have to, my situation will be better. I hate i gotta do this in a way because it was not in the plans, yet in still this is the bed i made, therefore i must lay in it. keep me in your prayers..peace

Better Days

TImes tickin, too fast
several years flew pass
niggas on the same shit
lookin 4 sum new ass
fast cash
while im stuck
1. black
2. a dad
3. up in the struggle tryna find myself a new path
the world's heavy on my shoulders
yet i tread
thru the mud
even tho i THOUGHT i gave it
nan nicca knew the love
but its cool
ill be gone
i do not belong here
this is the last testament up on this song here
snipez gone,
frog dead,
willie in the sky too,
dante,
casey jones,
this 4 them to fly to,
and when im gone,
tell my ppl that im still here
and tell my babymamas that their baby daddy still care
yeah
life suckz then u pass away
cant roll with too many more punches
"cashis clay"
lifes hard even tho i seen badder days
id rather effin pass away
than see my future crash today

BY EAGLE

GROUND UNDER RADIO

just got off the air with my bro from another, had a ball! shout out to all artists whos on the grind as well. Being part of the nexxlegacy fam is an honor...makes me feel like everythings gonna be okay, like my dreams are actually coming true now. s/n my homey just sent me a new banger he just did, and all i gotta say is i gotta step it up!!! lol my manz a beast on them bars...well, a little more promo then off to the sack to dream about my kids....peace

In a Different place..

Some how, in a way I can't explain, I am now in a different shift in my life as an individual..Ive learned to deal with things i never thought i could deal with, and with a temper ever so cool..:) Yeah my back is against the wall right now, yeah the pressures at an all time high..idk how, but I'm in a different space now..i no longer look at it like i used to...hopefully this is good...peace

INSPIRATION

If You Think You are Beaten

If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not, you don't.
If you'd like to win but think you can't,
It's almost certain you won't.
Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster man,
But sooner or later, the man who wins
Is the man who thinks he can.

good morning

up early thinking about life and the importance of taking care of myself and my children on my own. I love my dream..but it comes to a point where I gotta put them first..ill never give up on them...I love them too dearly...do my daily exercises and back to the MUZICK!!!peace

:)

I Love this blog...it's like someone who i can talk to and they actually listen, and most of all REMEMBER! lol I have a lot of ppl in my life that love me..but they're in the same struggle as im in so they have to tend to their own problems, which of course sucks, but what am i to do...i talk to God, but its always good to have SOMEBODY to talk to..so i guess it's YOU...blog...peace

Old songs

Just posted some of my not so old joints featuring my best cuz in the world...Jay Nickels, awesome spitter...too much swag for one dude lol.. check them out just scroll down. I gotta start keeping all the joints I ever do from now on..So i can always go back and reminisce the struggle...peace

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New song

Just wrote a new joint with that "set it off" sample...sick! i just hope i can reach the masses.. will post soon..peace

A creed to live by...

 had to post this: A Creed To Live By

Don't undermine your worth by comparing
yourself with others.
It is because we are different that each of us is special.
Don't set your goals by what other people
deem important.

Only you know what is best for you.
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart.
Cling to them as you would your life, for without them
life is meaningless.

Don't let your life slip through your fingers
by living in the past or for the future.
By living your life one day at a time,
you live all the days of your life.

Don't give up when you still have something to give.
Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.
Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect.
It is this fragile thread that binds us to each other.
Don't be afraid to encounter risks.

It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.
Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find.
The quickest way to receive love is to give love.
The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly;
and the best way to keep love is to give it wings.
Don't dismiss your dreams.

To be without dreams is to be without hope;
to be without hope is to be without purpose.
Don't run through life so fast that you forget
not only where you've been, but also where you're going.
Life is not a race, but a journey to be savored
each step of the way.

~ Nancye Sims ~ 

Thinking

Just got finished putting things into perspective..got a new joint im about to write..just tyring to find the right motivation..thinking about my kids..my son most of all at this very moment..I'm missing my baby boy..and time waits for noone, so everyday that goes by is like a grey space getting bigger and bigger..i dont want that..but everything happens for a resaon i guess..off to the shower then write..love, peace..

The Serenity Prayer

God grant me the Serenity
to accept the things
I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And Wisdom to know the difference.

MOtivation

Your Dimension Of Greatness

No one can know the potential,
Of a life that is committed to win;
With courage - the challenge it faces,
To achieve great success in the end!

So, explore the Dimension of Greatness,
And believe that the world CAN be won;
By a mind that is fully committed,
KNOWING the task can be done!

Your world has no place for the skeptic,
No room for the DOUBTER to stand;
To weaken your firm resolution
That you CAN EXCEL in this land!

We must have VISION TO SEE our potential,
And FAITH TO BELIEVE that we can;
Then COURAGE TO ACT with conviction,
To become what GOD MEANT us to be!

So, possess the strength and the courage,
To conquer WHATEVER you choose;
It's the person WHO NEVER GETS STARTED,
That is destined FOREVER to lose!

Don't dwell

Don't dwell on what might have been or the chances you have missed.
Or the lonely nights that lie between the last time lovers kissed.
Don't grasp too hard the memory of the things that never came.
The door that did not open or the wind that killed the flame.
There is still time enough to live...And time enough to try again.
Be Happy....peace

gotta keep going

Climb 'Til Your Dream Comes True
by Helen Steiner Rice
Often your tasks will be many,
And more than you think you can do.
Often the road will be rugged
And the hills insurmountable, too.
But always remember,
The hills ahead
Are never as steep as they seem,
And with Faith in your heart
Start upward
And climb 'til you reach your dream.
For nothing in life that is worthy
Is ever too hard to achieve
If you have the courage to try it,
And you have the faith to believe.
For faith is a force that is greater
Than knowledge or power or skill,
And many defeats turn to triumph
If you trust in God's wisdom and will.
For faith is a mover of mountains,
There's nothing that God cannot do,
So, start out today with faith in your heart,
And climb 'til your dream comes true!

I resign...

I Resign

I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult.
I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8-year-old again.
I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant.
I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make ripples with rocks.
I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them.
I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer day.
I want to return to a time when life was simple.
When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care.
All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset.
I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good.
I want to believe that anything is possible.
I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again.
I want to live simple again.
I don't want my day to consist of computer crashes, mountains of paperwork, depressing news, how to survive more days in the month than there is money in the bank, doctor bills, gossip,illness, and loss of loved ones.
I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth, justice, peace, dreams, the imagination, mankind, and making angels in the snow.
So...here's my checkbook and my car keys, my credit cards and all my responsibility.
I am officially resigning from adulthood. And if you want to discuss this further, you'll have to catch me first, 'cause,
"Tag! You're it." :)

Not the WORST but NOT the best...

If I Had my Child To Raise Over Again
by Diane Loomans
If I had my child to raise all over again,
I'd build self-esteem first, and the house later.
I'd finger paint more, and point the finger less.
I would do less correcting and more connecting.
I'd take my eyes off my watch, and watch with my eyes.
I would care to know less and know to care more.
I'd take more hikes and fly more kites.
I'd stop playing serious, and seriously play.
I would run through more fields and gaze at more stars,
I'd do more hugging and less tugging.
I'd see the oak tree in the acorn more often,
I would be firm less often, and affirm much more.
I'd model less about the love of power,
And more about the power of love... I love YOU JOSHUA & SEMAJ

MOTIVATION

It Couldn't Be Done
By Edgar A. Guest
Somebody said that it couldn't be done,
But he with a chuckle replied
That "maybe it couldn't," but he would be one
Who wouldn't say so till he'd tried.
So he buckled right in with the trace of a grin
On his face. If he worried he hid it.
He started to sing as he tackled the thing
That couldn't be done, and he did it.
Somebody scoffed: "Oh, you'll never do that;
At least no one ever has done it";
But he took off his coat and he took off his hat,
And the first thing we knew he'd begun it.
With a lift of his chin and a bit of a grin,
Without any doubting or quiddit,
He started to sing as he tackled the thing
That couldn't be done, and he did it.
There are thousands to tell you it cannot be done,
There are thousands to prophesy failure;
There are thousands to point out to you, one by one,
The dangers that wait to assail you.
But just buckle in with a bit of a grin,
Just take off your coat and go to it;
Just start to sing as you tackle the thing
That "cannot be done," and you'll do it.

something i just read

"Whatever it is you may be going through, whatever the challenge you may be facing, whatever it is that's stopping you from reaching your dreams and goals, it's just a matter of time that you will overcome these temporary obstacles."

DREAMS

Crazy

by Sweetsteffanie

Trapped inside my own head With nothing but my own fevered dreams to comfort me. I know the pain of the madman; He lives inside of me. I've felt the strength of demons And the weakness of self- preservation. And hope. Hope. Hey, parents, do you know where your kids are tonight? Are they locked away inside of themselves? Are their minds slipping away? Mama hen, mama hen . . . The fox has taken your baby again. Precious minds are a shame to waste Memories are forgotten in haste. I am losing all that is me . . . Yet gaining something entirely different. Something that acts like an animal And speaks like God. Comforts me like a best friend And loves me like its child. I am its child. An innocent brat, ready for its teachings. Ready to do what is told to me. Believing all that is said to me. Taking in all. And living off of my fevered dreams.

POEM

The Darkness

by Christinia

If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be; it clears your head and focuses you on the journey. Cherish the short intervals during the quest you have with others, but be prepared to walk alone in the darkness.

POEM 2

Look into my eyes
See the darkness in my heart
Look at all the lies
See how they left there mark
 
I can feel all the hate
running through my veins
Im sick of all that fate 
Im sick of all the pain
 
And if I were to die
No one would see me gone
Life would just fly by
Just waste of an empty pond
 
Look at what I've come to now
See the hatred run from me
All I wonder is why and how
Just go away and let me be


 poem by: Sam Ebbighausen 

Changes.

Tired of acting..tired of acting like I'm the shit or something..tired of acting like its my way or the highway..time to humble up..it's easier that way...i feel better to just give in then to fight..from now on..i will watch what i say, how i treat others and respect myself better...peace

they ask me..

they wonder how can HE still smile? must HE be a bogus person who just don't care? must HE have seperate agendas?? why does he still smile?? he has NOTHING! literally! ...HIS answer is....BECAUSE HE  CHOOSES TO. :)

No!

I'm not giving up...HA! satan u thought u had one huh??...I'm thankful for there blogs..it lets me express my feelings and keep moving....square one again...gotta love it. :0) *Semaj&Joshua*

The Impact Of Inferiority by Heidy Schmidt The naked truth is the final trait of reality. Once, proud was I. As strong as an ox. As compassionate as a priest. As understanding as a therapist. I have succumbed to the lowest form of humanity. Courageous in my world of lies, my faith being deceit. Like partners, I have intertwined you with me, creating spontaneous combustion within my conscience. I have worn myself out by running from the truth. And now the mirrored image haunts me. I am without speech, for my words are offensive. I am without sight, for it is clouded. I am without heart, for it has hardened. I am without sound, for it has muffled. I am without soul, for it has drowned.

POEM

Losing by Jade X. Phatonis losing all I can see. nothing remains. dripping slowly away the tides recede and I stand alone. I look down from the precipice that is my life and wonder where the tides go. will they return to fill my gaping soul? or will the waters dry to flow no more and leave me standing and breathless? all I can do is wait. watching from my precipice, all I can do is wonder.

Loss

Man..I didnt even get to the finals in the BET hot 16 contest..sometimes i wonder should i just stop. Never in my life had i ever won anything. I wonder how it feels to win..smh I guess Ill know someday..things like this make me feel like giving up, its so hard coming from a hole in the wall city with no music lanes...sometimes i feel like ill never b discovered, i have no money to make any type of power moves @ all so, i'm at a dead end, i have no one to help me promote my music or anything. I'm in this ALONE.It sucks so bad cuz i know tons of ppl, but the struggle is so bad out here, they can't even help themselves let alone help me out. idk my heart is still in this but my mind and my pockets screaming,' rob a niga"..smh, ive been doing this for over 15 years straight up, and gotten nowhere. one time I SUPPOSEDLY had a deal on the table...was that my only chance? seems like it...life is a bitch, why does it have to b that way..how does other ppl get so blessed? Im never the one to hate but this shit makes me so angry because i really love my craft..im not just doing anything with my music..but its ppl that have record deals and arent talking about shit. idk maybe they was right about me   www.nevergonnamakeit.com

NEW SONG

just dropped a new sond called M.V.P..I feel like D.rose...why can't i be the best?? i work so hard and sacrifice a lot! i gotta make it. peace

hatred

y ppl hate others?? smh..

This story keeps me going

Joey Cutless: The secret to success: GO GRIND!!!!: The secret to success is hard work! REALLY...Stay on your grind and stay focused and success will find you. Meditation helps as well. Go to a quit place alone and focus: meditate on your goals and how to accomplish them. The inner self wants to succeed and will keep you motivated if you stay in touch with yourself. Sometimes we get off-track or on the wrong path and need to just stop, step back and rediscover self. I've been through things that I thought would destroy me but I am still here and more driven than ever. Don't let circumstances control your journey in life, control the circumstance...                             

refreshing phone call

jsut got a phone call from my new manger about a bunch of new ventures and things i will be doing pretty soon...it feels good to know im supported by ppl in this music biz. It wont be too long before you all will be following my blog! lol

random

sometimes I worry too much about things. i worry so much that i get a sick feeling in my gut. i try to get over it, but it comes again and again..i hate when things arent smooth, but thats life, i just heard someone say if u go thru life on a smooth road...it'll b a dead end. peace

LOVE

Man. I'm hearing more than ever that i will make it...ever since i put my foot forward, ive been getting great results..i cant quit now, i got ppl to help, lives to change. i love music...btw...joshua will b here tomorrow ( my son)!!!!!! im happy...peace

I lOVE LIFE

man even when my chips are down...some how i have a serinity about my situation...idk y....most ppl woulda been blew their brains out...peace

inspiration

idk what inspires me musically anymore...all i can think of is pain, and wanting to show everybody they were wrong...there is ppl out here that has lots of negative things about me, and it sucks to know..but its whatever...time heals all wounds...

DOORS opening

Just recieved some great new about a job ive been waiting for..time to get focused...sn just because im working doesnt mean im giving up on my goal...this will help me..in many ways...my children firt and foremost, myelf second. on my way to the top REGARDLESS. peace

WORDS OF MOTIVATION

sometimes it only takes a couple words to motivate some one. but those words have to be real. some one just made my day by appreciating my work, and i know they meant it. i may not have much...but i got AMBITION....peace

new song

just did a new song (re-mix) to lil wayne's "dear anne"...i made it for a couple of my friends that passed away in bad situations..one was a firend who committed suicide at the age of 13, the other was a rebel who died in a car crash eluding the cops..and another was a very sweet woman who was killed by her estranged bf..her 9 mo old daughter was killed also..smh Rest well....

one day..

one day you will look back @ this and feel me... but then ill b far gone into my career...so to whomever reads this whenever..i thank you in advance...to those  haters who are reading this and im somewhere in a thousand dollar suite getting ready to do a show @ this very moment...LOOK @ me NOW!!!

wish list

I only have one wish. that i could take care of my entire family. they've struggled soooo hard and still is struggling. its a hard thing to face when im struggling myself. when i look in their eyes i see the pain, i feel it also, even tho we all dont say it sometimes. i LOVE my family. I love my kids also. s/n YOU may hear my music and think of it as negative music but its NOT ever that. MY music is a DIRECT reflection of my feelings of whats going on around me at that moment in time. EVERYONE has ups, and downs. I just express mine thru music.

Chicago music scene

I love my city...tho i feel the music side of it is very rough around the edges now...this city used to flourish with stars commin to our city to perform..is this the reason y its hard to stay in this city and try to become famous? kanye couldnt do it, common either...bump j almost...

Frustration

having to deal with trying to reach your goals is one thing...but to have ppl in my life thats negative in many ways is too much...drama is not 4 me...yet i indulge in it...smh...i gotta make some changes in my life even if it means losing some things...peace

AT THIS VERY MOMENT.

just getting used to this online networking...i gotta do what i can...*listeningtomymusic... 

up early...

thinking about my son....how i miss him....tho others wouldnt agree...i dont care...im on a mission to get into the music biz. i can't quit just yet...

Still up.

Just got a complaint about the sound of my music...I record myself via protools and i thought i did a good job. do i not listen to the listener or do i take heed? idk...anyway...got some new songs in hopes for all to hear and like. i do this because i love it...and i believe in myself, even when nobody else does. peace...

thinking & BET hot 16

sitting here..thinking about life..and what i gotta do to make things better...btw i dropped a hot 16 fot BET this year...they decide the winner this month...pray 4 me...peace

MY kids

I am a father of two. a nine year old princess names SEMAJ and a two year old prince named JOSHUA. I love them so very much tho i am not around very often. i am in the persuit of the music industry because i feel that i really have what it takes, all i need is for the right person to see my talent. with that accomplishment i would be able to take care of them the best possible. i will not lose for their sakes...

whats up!!

wassup all. I'm EAGLE. yeah you may ask yourself wtf?? eagle? yeah EAGLE!!! cuz im FLY!!! Father of 2, blogtalkradio host (www.nexxlegacy.com),  MUSIC PRODUCER< artist (www.wix.com/eagledolla/martyrvillerecordinggroup) TWITTER- @DaRealEAGLE,  FACEBOOK-KIING JAMES